Its amazing of all the years I've dealt with the public that I'm still surprised on how many assholes walk the face of this earth. It literally drives me to the point of tears sometimes. Like today for instance, I sold an item on ebay, the seller wasn't happy. But instead of being a rational person and talking things through or whatever he has to go and be an all out jerk about things. You know I had a mishap with another seller on ebay but they were actually nice and understanding about it and I was more than willing to help them out. This bastard pretty much wants me to bend over backwards and get fucked in the ass and I'm not having it. He wanted me to refund the money and take the items back, so I refunded the money but I was not taking the items back. They are not even damaged or anything!
I just don't get it. It sounds stupid but I'm really upset about it, I have a headache now because of it. It makes me want to stop selling shit all together and just go broke. You know I try to do my best with things and I'm selling stuff I don't want to sell just to get money for other things and this happens.
It doesn't help that today would have been my mother's birthday so I'm not been in a cheery mood lately. Things just....suck.
You girl are one of a kind. When I stumbled upon your "Deidara's unique Mission" Fanfic I had NO idea what was in store for me. Not one single clue as to what an awesome friend I was gonna be granted by doing so.
You're stories is what pulled me in; you are such an AMAZING writer. And from that moment on I was determined to be a good writer like you one day.
You gave me my inspiration...
You are the reason why I write now. I tried so hard before I met you and never seemed to be able to get a single store to turn out right. But you helped me, and now we have SO MUCH fun sharing ideas, and getting alot of laughs outa the stories we write for one another ^^
You truely are one of a kind. I seriously can't even begin to say enough good things about you, but I'ma try now. Cus you deserve to hear what you mean to me and what I truely see in you:
Never once have I became so attached to someone that I hardly knew. You are my BEST FRIEND and always will be. I've NEVER had a best friend quite like you. Which is a TRUE BEST FRIEND- You're a true blessing. You've enriched my life in so many ways.
You're personality is to die for- You're always there when I need someone to talk too. You're ALWAYS the first person I run too when I need advice or just to vent. Cus I know you'd never judge me. You're such a special person. There isn't no where near enough people in the world like you.
You're always thinking of others before yourself. This is one thing that shines about you. You are always putting your wants on hold if someone close to you needs your help. Never once have you ever put yourself before our friendship and never once have I ever had any doubts about your loyalty to me. And I hope and pray that I've been able to do the same for you-
You have an outstanding sense of humor. I love that about you. I love how we can talk to each other on just about ANYTHING- I don't believe there's a subject we've not talked about actually...I love how our friendship has almost no limits. I know I can tell you personal stuff and know it'll never land in anyone else's ear. My secrets are safe with you, and your's are safe with me.
When we met briefly for the first time in person this past August (2012) I was so happy to finally give you that hug (As small as it was) I've always wanted to give you. I know the timing was awful but I regret nothing. I know our time spent was very brief, but just know that soon we'll have our time together again...when you decide to come down here and chill with me.
You are ALWAYS welcome in my home. My home is your home as well. I know Devin think's we're both odd when we get together but I'm glad he considers you a friend as well ^^
I look forward to sharing many many MANY more years of close friendship with you. I know I've had a few Besties in my day but none have ever been able to be a GREAT BEST friend like you- My search for my soul friend is over, cus you are her.
We met in 08 I do believe for the first time- And I recall you thanking me for faving your story and watching you. I had no idea that me watching you was planting a huge seed that would blossom so randomly. But random is good, and you can't ever plan a great friendship like we have.
I know that you've been going through some super rough times lately. And I am super honored I was able to be there to support you, and help you through them all. I'm glad you consider me your friend; Best friend. And I promise that I'll always be here for you, whenever you need me, I'll always be here.
I don't care what time of the day/night it is. If you need me, you know how/where to find me.
I love you so much. You're a great person and don't EVER forget it.
Much Love - Dunky